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( let's get zadrotstvo started )

http://twitter.com/atemybrain
- no fun in there. JUST YET XDD

The USA is pretty much awesome. After going from Poland got stuck in New Jersey airport. Had a night in a hotel with american nurse. She was bringing polish vodka to America so guess what we've been doing all night? xDD Not all night really but vodka was really good xD

And I had my first veggie burger on my first day! Now I'm back from Wal-mart - THEY HAVE MORNING STAR STUFF THERE! So yay for more veggie stuff.

My bro doesn't have internet at home so I have to go to the library till I get a laptop, but I'm too lazy so I donno what time I'm going to go online next -_-


There are not many news really I just wanted to let you all know that I'm alive and everything is okay with me.
So...time to do some university stuff anf then head home to make myself veggie buffalo wings ^^

I love you all and miss you all like mad.
Please don't forget me - that'll break my heart =****


*next time I'll maybe post some pics ^^
xoxoxoxoxoxox

One of my old obsessions is back. I can't say that I'm too unhappy about that though.



Today was a very different from my usual day. And it was really really amazing. I can't actually say anything else cause I'm so overhelmed with the awesomeness and newness! I hope you get what I'm saying cause.....well it all sounded much better in my head xDD


I have only 1.5 days left to pack ALL my stuff. I'm leaving on Tuesday morning. So very scared. Both in a good and bad ways. But know what? Screw everything! Right now I'm watching Sex And The Sity (I loved the movie so much that I decided to watch the show), smoking my fav cigarettes and drinking the most amazing banana juice. I don't care that I'm wasting time that I could have spent cleaning and packing! I feel pretty much magnificent at the moment!
Screw everything and everyone!


oh btw I didn't give a present I bought for Glam almost a year ago. I think I should probably destroy it with a hammer or smth. Donno what to do with it really oO Any ideas?


Monday will be the day when my heart is going to be broken into tiny pieces. I'm going to give away my dog for a month (then my mum - when she's back from the USA - will take her back) to my mum's good friends. I'm not going to see my little baby for two years. It's going to crash me but I'm afraid it's going to be even a bigger stress for my wonderful doggie. I love her so fucking much. I wish I didn't have to leave her here(((((
But psshhh enough with the sad part. I'll have enough time to cry about it after Monday. And now I'll just enjoy being with her - right now she's lying on my lap ^^ She is such a cutie.
*just a good old picture of her*


PS I'm totally and completely in love with Lady Gaga. She is fucking hot. And her videos are srsly great.


Unfortunately, youtube was being a bitch to me\Russia => those videos don't work for Russia -_- *I'm a fan of Love Game video*
Oh and...is she a bisexual? oO or is she a Katy Perry type? 'I kissed a girl, was nice. Still like dick too much' -_-

Only 10 days left =\
I'm so nervous that I actually gonna puke any minute now -_____- Had this feeling since yesterday.

Today is my day off. I slept till 3 pm. We were planning to meet with my girls but I don't want to see anyone really. When you work somewhere where you have to talk with people 24/7, one day you'll actually want to have a day all for yourself.
I ordered sushi at 4 am ^^ That was sooooo nice. Watch some weird movie on TV, eat sushi and drink juice (not beer or vodka coctails!).
I still have some sushi left from this night so I'm gonna go and have sushi breakfast at 15:32 xD Yeah, that's what I call leaving my way xD


Oh, btw, I took this picture at the supermarket.

NO MATTER WHAT I TELL YOU I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO A SUPERMARKET BY MYSELF!!!!
I'll buy lots of sweets or lots of alcohol. Nothing eatable at all. And I'll spend all my money and then will starve for a week or even two.


PS Ignore my English getting more and more poor. I haven't spoken to anyone in English for ages -_- I'll have a two-year-practice pretty soon though -_~

I'm quitting drinking for a while. Last night taught me some good lesson.


Yesterday we went to The Quinsy concert. They came to Moscow from St.Petersburg for only one day. I've promised to spend that day with them but - screw freaking work! - I only met them before the concert and we also hang out a bit after it. But it was soooo far from enough -_- I'm completely in love with this band. They are AMAZING. They remind me of The Cure and 'Lost Souls' by Poppy Z. Brite. Yep, totally adore them.


So tomorrow is me day off. Still have tonns of stuff to do but DAY OFF, PEOPLE!!! That's like the best thing ever. I'm so tired mehmehmeh
Today Reichel and I went for a romantic picnic to the woods near my house ^^ Reichel especially liked chasing little bugs and butterflies. She was too scared of anything bigger than a lady bug. Yep, that's my doggie xDDD
Oh! She also ate all the cheese out of my sandwiches -_- And I was left with bread and vegetables. Reichel is a wicked dog -_-

And now some crappy pictures. I only thought that I should have taken the camera when I was already in the woods so I used the selfphone camera.

Btw, my dog is the most adorable thingie in the world (though Brendon is a tough competitor)



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P.S. I really really really want new Panic single/CD. I keep listening over and over to the snippet they posted on their official website. YAY! BACK TO FEVER! I loved that album!

And I'm srsly crazy about the lyrics <333

Lately it seems like,
Everybody's sick,
Everybody's died.
Build myself a wall up on happy highs

To Whom This May Concern:
Ryan Ross and Jon Walker will be leaving Panic at the Disco to embark on a musical excursion of their own. Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we’ve creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve. Over the years, we have remained close and honest with each other, which helped us to realize that our goals were different and that parting ways is truly what is best for each of us. We are all excited for the future, you should be too.

-Ryan & Jon

Stay posted to the Panic site for updates on Ryan and Jon’s new project, as well as a message from Brendon and Spencer who will continue on as Panic At The Disco. All touring and album plans for Panic will continue as previously announced.
© Panic At The Disco's Myspace Blog


Now tell me this is not true o_O I'm begging you =\


PS I think I got sick. Probably alcohol poisoning food poisoning. Should really stop getting drunk every night

I'm exhausted 24/7. I NEED A FREAKING BREAK!!!! >_<
Goddamnit =\





One day I'll grow up, I'll be a beautiful woman.
One day I'll grow up, I'll be a beautiful girl

One day I'll grow up, I'll feel the power in me.
One day I'll grow up, of this I'm sure.
One day I'll grow up, I know whom within me.
One day I'll grow up, feel it full and pure

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from
Dream to dream
And dread the day
When dreaming ends?

And then she died of tuberculosis.





Oh God do I adore this movie -_-

NO!!!!
Kit Pistol is out!!! =(((((((((


I'll miss your sexiness on this show =(

PS I fucking KNOW that season 4 was ages ago but I do have a right to worry about my fav competitors, right? xD I have watched Friends about three times and I still worry if Monica and Chandler gonna be together.

Anyway, when they out Sweet P I'll stop watching it (I already know that the winner is Christian xDDDDDDDD). Cause Sweet P is so....sweet xD I mean she's really adorable <3333

Hell yeah!!! I almost forgot what it's like to have a truely wonderful day ^^
I can't stop smiling. That's so stupid.


Btw,

it's one of the best fucking things EVER <3333


I feel some awesome, so content...so HAPPY, that's insane. Yeah, it was a very good day <3

I'm thinking of taking up yoga. I've lost my Zen somewhere. Maybe someone stole it while I once again was getting drunk.



I can't decide which show I like best - Brainiac or Mythbusters.
-> Brainiac is really funny and amuzing though sometimes some parts of it are simply disgusting (I'm not into vomiting and stuff). I still loved the jokes Richard Hammond is pulling xD And hey! The full name of the show is pure joy! --- Brainiac: Science Abuse MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
-> Mythbusters show is adorable in the most dorkiest way but it maybe lack of some atmoshpere Brainiac possesses.
Uhm.....These made me think that prooooobably I need both these shows on DVDs


And now I'm back to The Big Bang Theory and Project Runway Season 4. Am I the only one who thinks seasons 1 and 4 are only worth watching? oO



Sweet P and Kit Pistol! I think they are so adorable ^^
I'm kinda a bit in love with Kit cause she is hot and BLONDE (I just have a thing for blonde girls - they are beautiful -_-) and very stylish and kinda looks like me and did I mention she is very hot? I really like the clothes she's making...

when sewing got sexy xDDD


and as PS I want to say that I'LL DIE WAITING FOR THE 5TH SEASON OF SUPERNATURAL!!!!!!! I'll have to survive the whole summer without new episodes(((((( I'll probably re-watch first season 789053749534 times more goddamnit! (it's my fav cause it's not as annoyingly heartbreaking as the rest)

oh btw, the fever is back =(

*upd*
I def just got out of talking to some dude by saying "no engles" ina wierd accent and I clearly have english words tattooed all over my body
11:34 AM May 11th from TwitterBerry
I KNEW FRANK IERO WAS MY FAVOURITE FOR A REASON!!!!!!

I started watching The Big Bang Theory....
WHERE HAVE I BEEN HALF OF MY LIFE??? I missed so many good shows, it's killing me!!! Now, while I'm sick and have some free time, I plan to:
- finish 2nd and 3rd seasons of Doctor Who
- download and watch 2nd, 3rd and 4th season of Runway Projects (I've heard there is also a 5th season but I don't think I'd want to watch it)
- become a fan of The Big Bang Theory
and maaaaaaaaaybe
- start watching geeky things like Star Trek, Star Wars, Babylon 5, etc. cause I feel like I'm missing out on smth awesome.

DORK POWER!!!!!

Oh, btw, I know I didn't mean to write anything 'serious' in this entry but I just felt like saying it. After watching Project Runway I kinda looked at myself from different angle. I stopped trying to look pretty awhile ago. Before I would never step my foot outside if I didn't have my make-up on and now I can spend the day out wearing nothing of it on my face. And it's not cause I just became more self-confident (of courst I did but it's still not the reason) but because I simply DON'T CARE any more. Half of the time I walk in baggy t-shirts and jeans that are 4-size bigger than I need. No wonder I stopped getting attention I used to from people around me. I'm kinda proud of myself from finally UNDERSTANDING that I should get out of my shell.

And nowwww the best part of the entry.
DIRTY MEMO!!!
YAY!!!
got tagged by amazing spanish chick Irina (deep_lost> who is totally made of win xDDD
( are you ready to get undressed? )

And, just to end my entry with a nice picture, I'm willing to say that The Used never fail to amuse me xD



Have fun, kids, and stay in tune.
xoxox
teh princexXxxXxxxXXxxxx

I slept through the whole day and I don't feel better. Actually, on the contrary - now I've got a fever *sings Madonna song* YOU GIVE ME FEEEVERRR!!!!
But whatever. My mum made me some soup and I feel fantastic on the inside though! Yay ^^


Btw, I just remembered one video I've been in love for ages (I've posted it awhile ago)


No srsly! It's like one of the funniest and dorkiest things ever. I absolutely love it!

And yeah, Brendon is hot. I can't deny it, sorry -_- Maybe he is not as hot as Jensen Ackles (if someone was hotter than him - the Earth would explode of unreleased sexual tension) but he's way too hot than a human being is allowed to be! -_-
Oooops, it was a little of thinking out loud.


Oh, forgot to tell you! Did you know that Mythbusters kick ass? Well you should now it cause they are freaking amazing. Actually, Discovery chanel is made of win (I still don't get why they show Miami Ink on Discovery Traveling but whatever)



Now tell me who doesn't want to marry them??

Yeah, that's gonna be all for now. And for as long as I'm sick - you gonna get lots of pointless entries cause I'm bored out of my mind xD

Yippee-ki-yay, motherfucker!
Guess what? I got sick! Again. But, well, it's my own fault in a way. I knew it's going to rain but I still put on my converse chucks. As a result they soaked through and I spent the day walking in sompletely wet shoes.
And what now? Today I almost passed out while working =\ But psshhh
Thank God (actually thanks to Doctor), I'm not working tomorrow. So now I'm watching Doctor Who and drinking Sambuca (it's my way to cure cold ^^). I feel much better after the the third glass of this amazinge healing liquid <3333


Once again thanks to Doctor (darksavage)! I very appreciate your help, honey, I'd probably die if I had to work tomorrow. Thankyouthankyouthankyou *hugs 974395743 times*


Now I'm back to getting drunk by myself curing my terrifying sickness -_- xD

Supernatural.
04x20 - watched
04x21 - *iz watching*

Yuck =\
I want Castiel back!!! Normal Castiel! Rebel Castiel. I just started to like him -_- And new Castiel is so...uhm..right. Mr. Right. yuuuucky
...or he is up to smth oO He knows something we don't. Hmmmm...

Btw, Misha is an awesome actor. I loved how he played Jimmy - it was 100% different character.

I'm tired of this blah-blah-Dean-is-so-weak shit.
And btw, I haven't finished the 21st episode but YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT SWEAR, DEAN!!! I hope God won't tell Dean to kill Sam. And I'll never get tired of saying that I want first/second-season Dean and Sam back. They were so freaking CAREFREE comparing too this season. So screwed.

And, of course, being a total Dean girl I'm very busy hating Sam now -_- It has become a permanent hatred or smth. Though I started to understand why he does what he does.



Whatever. Ew. =\
Kripke, stop that, please -_- I mean don't stop ater 4th season. But let 5th season be smth more like first one...or whatever. JUST DO SOMETHING!!!! Can't watch it any more.

Just finished watchng 21st episode. =\
I'm trying really really hard not to cry.
Oh Dean =\

And I take my words back - I don't understand why Sam does all the bullshit he does every fcking second. Pardon my French

The ending - heartbreaking.
'You walk out of that door, don't you ever come back'

=((((

I will battle for the sun
And I won't stop until I'm done
You are getting in the way
And I have nothing left to say

I will brush off all the dirt
And I will pretend it didn't hurt
You are a black and heavy weight
And I will not participate

Dream brother, my killer, my lover
Dream brother, my killer, my lover

I will battle for the sun
Cause I have stared down the barrel of a gun
No falling
You are a cheap and nasty fake
And I am the bones you couldn't break

Dream brother, my killer, my lover
Dream brother, my killer, my lover

I will battle for the sun
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^
I'm srsly addicted to new Placebo song Battle For The Sun!!! I don't know why I waited so long to listen to it. I'm so in looooooooooooove with it right now. And I adore the lyrics. BRIAN MOLKO IS BACK TO GET HIS PLACE UNDER THE SUN!!! YAY! Long-haired Brian Molko!!!!

He does look strange with that hair but still good. CAUSE IT'S BRIAN MOLKO!!!! He always looks gorgeous. Even with sideburns oO Lmao


I hope the whole album's gonna be so positive. The Meds was very dark -_-


PS Did you know that the name of new Placebo drummer is also STEVE? oO

</fan-girling> xDDD

Tomorrow is my day off!!!!
FUCKING FINALLY!!!
In last 3 days I slept about 6 hours. I was a living corpse. I almost fell from the stares cause I FELL ASLEEP WHILE WALKING!!! oO
But tomorrow no one will dare wake me up. I'll sleep till noon at least. YAAAAAAAAY!!!!
And I hope I'll finally gain enough willpower to clean my room. No space to walk at all. I've been walking ON my clothes and random stuff for a week now. Getting annoying.
I also need to start sorting out clothes for USA. And collecting necessary medical documents. Such a paaaaaaain in the arse, yuck =\

Guess which locker is mine!!! xDD


( teh answer )

Love you all
Sorry that your journals lack of my awesome comments now - I don't have enough time even to take a nice bath (showers suck dirty balls!)
Anyway, don't forget me. I need your comments (comment whore. yep)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
prrrrrrrincy ^^
<3