→ shut up! cause we won't stop!

Why the fuck haven't I heard about them before???
They are really, really good even though I'm not into indie stuff. But I'm definitely downloading their stuff.



PS There are way too much BLONDE CHICKS in music right now.
I won't be unique. Shit =/
xDD

OMG!!! Loot at that!!!!
I AM STUFFING MY FACE AGAIN!!!!! This time with bagel in stead of apple
xDDD


I should start series of pictures of me eating xD There would be A LOT mwaha

6 am and I am in the library. Got here about half an hour ago. Need to do bunch of stuff before classes.

Once again I have confirmed that weed is not for me. I smoked before Economics class. Barely sat through the class than drove home and passed out. Slept till 11 pm and couldn't fall asleep since then.
So yeah, whole day of classes and here I am, haven't slept for the whole night.

Btw, I am completely smitten by this.



I haven't heard anything as beautiful in quite a while now. Wow. Where was I before???

*update*
Mwahaha because I can't find anything else to do in 6 am in the motherfucking library

And yeah. it is very fascinating to watch me eat apple


my mother says i am special!


oh yeah baby im badass

It's almost spring.
It's МультFильмы time.
Best goddamn band ever. Probably, the only Russian band I'm going to listen till my last day.
They make me believe in magic.

I love them. I am so happy I am Russian just because I can listen to them and understand their songs.

Список, наверное, больше для меня, чем для других. Но вы тоже можете палить, злобные фанаты xD

( let's get zadrotstvo started )

i dont have time or/and internet connection to be all wordy (lol) and shit so
MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I love you all guys
have fun on christmas break, sweethearts

In the case of The Little Prince these decisions arose during a luncheon meeting in a New York restaurant. Saint-Exupery had made some doodles on a white tablecloth, featuring the small figure of a boy. When Curtis Hitchcock, his American publisher, asked what he was drawing, Saint-Exupery replied: “Oh nothing much. Just a little fellow I carry around in my heart.” Hitchcock then suggested that perhaps he might want to write a story, perhaps a children’s story, featuring the “little fellow”.
--- from The Little Prince: A Reverue of Substance by James E. Higgins

Now can you explain me something? Why does Saint-Exupery carries a truly wonderful and magical creature in his heart and I carry a 20-year-old gay dude who's crazy about fashion, people liking him and one particular blue-haired 16-yr-old boy? Something is srsly wrong with me here.


-_- These two upcoming weeks are going to be hell on earth. Finals, finals, finals. 45345743095 papers due. Couple of project and one role play. GODDAMNIT!
No rest for the wicked.
And yeah, I got sick. AGAIN oO I was sick last month. It's freaking insane -_- But I blame my bro, his house is a made of ice cause he enjoys when it is "chilly". FUCK YOU! -_-

And the worst thing that while I have my finals I have to do all the Christmas shopping so I can send some stuff with my bro to Russia to my friends.

Good news: my mum might bring Rachel (my gorgeous doggie) over in summer and leave her here. I really really hope it's going to work out cause I do suffer a lot without my sweetheart. Yesterday when I was lying all the couch being all miserable and terrible sick I was calling her for like 2 minutes before I realized she is still in Moscow.
It is insane how much I miss this little creature. It makes my heart ache every time I think of her.

-_-

Okay, have my english class in 20 mins. Need to start working on that stupid portfolio >_<

PS I FINALLY CHARGED MY CAMERA!!!
I'll try to start uploading pics from now on. No pics of me just yet. I look like shit, believe me xD Especially after all that awesome Thanksgiving dinner (FATTY!) xDDD

love you all
don't even dare to forget me, guys
xoxoxox
Princey

http://twitter.com/atemybrain
- no fun in there. JUST YET XDD

The USA is pretty much awesome. After going from Poland got stuck in New Jersey airport. Had a night in a hotel with american nurse. She was bringing polish vodka to America so guess what we've been doing all night? xDD Not all night really but vodka was really good xD

And I had my first veggie burger on my first day! Now I'm back from Wal-mart - THEY HAVE MORNING STAR STUFF THERE! So yay for more veggie stuff.

My bro doesn't have internet at home so I have to go to the library till I get a laptop, but I'm too lazy so I donno what time I'm going to go online next -_-


There are not many news really I just wanted to let you all know that I'm alive and everything is okay with me.
So...time to do some university stuff anf then head home to make myself veggie buffalo wings ^^

I love you all and miss you all like mad.
Please don't forget me - that'll break my heart =****


*next time I'll maybe post some pics ^^
xoxoxoxoxoxox

One of my old obsessions is back. I can't say that I'm too unhappy about that though.



Today was a very different from my usual day. And it was really really amazing. I can't actually say anything else cause I'm so overhelmed with the awesomeness and newness! I hope you get what I'm saying cause.....well it all sounded much better in my head xDD


I have only 1.5 days left to pack ALL my stuff. I'm leaving on Tuesday morning. So very scared. Both in a good and bad ways. But know what? Screw everything! Right now I'm watching Sex And The Sity (I loved the movie so much that I decided to watch the show), smoking my fav cigarettes and drinking the most amazing banana juice. I don't care that I'm wasting time that I could have spent cleaning and packing! I feel pretty much magnificent at the moment!
Screw everything and everyone!


oh btw I didn't give a present I bought for Glam almost a year ago. I think I should probably destroy it with a hammer or smth. Donno what to do with it really oO Any ideas?


Monday will be the day when my heart is going to be broken into tiny pieces. I'm going to give away my dog for a month (then my mum - when she's back from the USA - will take her back) to my mum's good friends. I'm not going to see my little baby for two years. It's going to crash me but I'm afraid it's going to be even a bigger stress for my wonderful doggie. I love her so fucking much. I wish I didn't have to leave her here(((((
But psshhh enough with the sad part. I'll have enough time to cry about it after Monday. And now I'll just enjoy being with her - right now she's lying on my lap ^^ She is such a cutie.
*just a good old picture of her*


PS I'm totally and completely in love with Lady Gaga. She is fucking hot. And her videos are srsly great.


Unfortunately, youtube was being a bitch to me\Russia => those videos don't work for Russia -_- *I'm a fan of Love Game video*
Oh and...is she a bisexual? oO or is she a Katy Perry type? 'I kissed a girl, was nice. Still like dick too much' -_-

Only 10 days left =\
I'm so nervous that I actually gonna puke any minute now -_____- Had this feeling since yesterday.

Today is my day off. I slept till 3 pm. We were planning to meet with my girls but I don't want to see anyone really. When you work somewhere where you have to talk with people 24/7, one day you'll actually want to have a day all for yourself.
I ordered sushi at 4 am ^^ That was sooooo nice. Watch some weird movie on TV, eat sushi and drink juice (not beer or vodka coctails!).
I still have some sushi left from this night so I'm gonna go and have sushi breakfast at 15:32 xD Yeah, that's what I call leaving my way xD


Oh, btw, I took this picture at the supermarket.

NO MATTER WHAT I TELL YOU I'M NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO A SUPERMARKET BY MYSELF!!!!
I'll buy lots of sweets or lots of alcohol. Nothing eatable at all. And I'll spend all my money and then will starve for a week or even two.


PS Ignore my English getting more and more poor. I haven't spoken to anyone in English for ages -_- I'll have a two-year-practice pretty soon though -_~

I'm quitting drinking for a while. Last night taught me some good lesson.


Yesterday we went to The Quinsy concert. They came to Moscow from St.Petersburg for only one day. I've promised to spend that day with them but - screw freaking work! - I only met them before the concert and we also hang out a bit after it. But it was soooo far from enough -_- I'm completely in love with this band. They are AMAZING. They remind me of The Cure and 'Lost Souls' by Poppy Z. Brite. Yep, totally adore them.


So tomorrow is me day off. Still have tonns of stuff to do but DAY OFF, PEOPLE!!! That's like the best thing ever. I'm so tired mehmehmeh
Today Reichel and I went for a romantic picnic to the woods near my house ^^ Reichel especially liked chasing little bugs and butterflies. She was too scared of anything bigger than a lady bug. Yep, that's my doggie xDDD
Oh! She also ate all the cheese out of my sandwiches -_- And I was left with bread and vegetables. Reichel is a wicked dog -_-

And now some crappy pictures. I only thought that I should have taken the camera when I was already in the woods so I used the selfphone camera.

Btw, my dog is the most adorable thingie in the world (though Brendon is a tough competitor)



( +3 )

P.S. I really really really want new Panic single/CD. I keep listening over and over to the snippet they posted on their official website. YAY! BACK TO FEVER! I loved that album!

And I'm srsly crazy about the lyrics <333

Lately it seems like,
Everybody's sick,
Everybody's died.
Build myself a wall up on happy highs

To Whom This May Concern:
Ryan Ross and Jon Walker will be leaving Panic at the Disco to embark on a musical excursion of their own. Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we’ve creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve. Over the years, we have remained close and honest with each other, which helped us to realize that our goals were different and that parting ways is truly what is best for each of us. We are all excited for the future, you should be too.

-Ryan & Jon

Stay posted to the Panic site for updates on Ryan and Jon’s new project, as well as a message from Brendon and Spencer who will continue on as Panic At The Disco. All touring and album plans for Panic will continue as previously announced.
© Panic At The Disco's Myspace Blog


Now tell me this is not true o_O I'm begging you =\


PS I think I got sick. Probably alcohol poisoning food poisoning. Should really stop getting drunk every night

I'm exhausted 24/7. I NEED A FREAKING BREAK!!!! >_<
Goddamnit =\





One day I'll grow up, I'll be a beautiful woman.
One day I'll grow up, I'll be a beautiful girl

One day I'll grow up, I'll feel the power in me.
One day I'll grow up, of this I'm sure.
One day I'll grow up, I know whom within me.
One day I'll grow up, feel it full and pure

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from
Dream to dream
And dread the day
When dreaming ends?

And then she died of tuberculosis.





Oh God do I adore this movie -_-

NO!!!!
Kit Pistol is out!!! =(((((((((


I'll miss your sexiness on this show =(

PS I fucking KNOW that season 4 was ages ago but I do have a right to worry about my fav competitors, right? xD I have watched Friends about three times and I still worry if Monica and Chandler gonna be together.

Anyway, when they out Sweet P I'll stop watching it (I already know that the winner is Christian xDDDDDDDD). Cause Sweet P is so....sweet xD I mean she's really adorable <3333

Hell yeah!!! I almost forgot what it's like to have a truely wonderful day ^^
I can't stop smiling. That's so stupid.


Btw,

it's one of the best fucking things EVER <3333


I feel some awesome, so content...so HAPPY, that's insane. Yeah, it was a very good day <3

I'm thinking of taking up yoga. I've lost my Zen somewhere. Maybe someone stole it while I once again was getting drunk.



I can't decide which show I like best - Brainiac or Mythbusters.
-> Brainiac is really funny and amuzing though sometimes some parts of it are simply disgusting (I'm not into vomiting and stuff). I still loved the jokes Richard Hammond is pulling xD And hey! The full name of the show is pure joy! --- Brainiac: Science Abuse MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
-> Mythbusters show is adorable in the most dorkiest way but it maybe lack of some atmoshpere Brainiac possesses.
Uhm.....These made me think that prooooobably I need both these shows on DVDs


And now I'm back to The Big Bang Theory and Project Runway Season 4. Am I the only one who thinks seasons 1 and 4 are only worth watching? oO



Sweet P and Kit Pistol! I think they are so adorable ^^
I'm kinda a bit in love with Kit cause she is hot and BLONDE (I just have a thing for blonde girls - they are beautiful -_-) and very stylish and kinda looks like me and did I mention she is very hot? I really like the clothes she's making...

when sewing got sexy xDDD


and as PS I want to say that I'LL DIE WAITING FOR THE 5TH SEASON OF SUPERNATURAL!!!!!!! I'll have to survive the whole summer without new episodes(((((( I'll probably re-watch first season 789053749534 times more goddamnit! (it's my fav cause it's not as annoyingly heartbreaking as the rest)

oh btw, the fever is back =(

*upd*
I def just got out of talking to some dude by saying "no engles" ina wierd accent and I clearly have english words tattooed all over my body
11:34 AM May 11th from TwitterBerry
I KNEW FRANK IERO WAS MY FAVOURITE FOR A REASON!!!!!!